Bolding the things i’ve done

Since the start of 2013 I have:

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car journey.
Passed an exam.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist. 
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over someone.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema.
Gone on a date.
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over 2 hours.
Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week. 
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Fallen backwards off a chair. 
Broken my glasses.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. 
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

I am equal parts sexually frustrated and lonely and i don’t remember the last time I slept next to someone in a bed ha ha ha ha ha ha     ha     ha     h a   h     a.

These are actually solid questions

  • 1. First thing you wash in the shower?
  • --my hurr
  • 2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
  • --coffee
  • 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
  • --absolutely not.
  • 4. Do you plan outfits?
  • --hahahahaahah no. well. very rarely.
  • 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
  • --fine. tired and a little nervous for school. mostly i just really want it to be the weekend.
  • 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
  • --I have red in my lunch box that is currently next to me. and red on my Wilco Shirt.
  • 7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
  • --piss myself.
  • 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
  • --uhm. I was married to someone. Who i hate. yeah.
  • 9. Three of your current feelings?
  • --sad. anxious. lonely.
  • 10. What are you craving right now?
  • 11. Turn ons?
  • --good taste in music. outgoing.
  • 12. Turn offs?
  • --if you're an asshole i probably don't like you.
  • 13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
  • --charlie and the chocolate factory cause charlies parents make cabbage soup
  • 14. When was the last time you cried? Why?
  • --last night because I needed to let go of someone who I didn't want to let go of.
  • 15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
  • --probably someone cool. like...idunno they're all cool. Iron Man? Thor?
  • 16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
  • --actually, yes. recently.
  • 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
  • --lick it. duuhh
  • 18. Favorite movie ever?
  • --Almost Famous
  • 19. Do you like yourself?
  • --Sometimes.
  • 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
  • --I met a broadway actor when I went behind the scenes of the American Idiot Musical. That was pretty cool.
  • 21. Could you handle being in the military?
  • --fuck no.
  • 22. What are you listening to right now?
  • --O Death- Jean Titus
  • 23. How many countries have you visited?
  • --Canada.
  • 24. Are your parents strict?
  • --They can be stressful. But they generally let me do what I want.
  • 25. Would you go sky diving?
  • --YES
  • 26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
  • --I would go out to eat with George W. Bush so I could tell him repeatedly how much he fucked over our country.
  • 27. Whats on your mind right now?
  • --My first exam on Friday.
  • 28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
  • --yes and no. The people I am not in contact with, I generally don't want to talk to. But part of me wishes I could say one more thing just to let them know how badly they hurt me.
  • 29. Have you ever been in a castle?
  • --nope
  • 30. Do you rent movies often?
  • --on Redbox, sometimes
  • 31. Whats your zodiac sign?
  • --Taurus
  • 32. When was the last time you had sex?
  • --sex in my ears rn because i'm listening to Avril Lavigne
  • 33. Name five facts about yourself.
  • --1) I just ate Nutella2Go
  • 2) My two best friends have been dating almost 7 years
  • 3)I haven't had a boyfriend in 2 years
  • 4) I am a PSEO student at the U of M
  • 5) I want more Nutella
  • 34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
  • --not that i remember
  • 35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
  • --karma will kick you in the balls if you're an asshole to someone.
  • 36. Brown or white eggs?
  • --they taste the same to me
  • 37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
  • --I have a pair of gauges, but I stopped doing that.
  • 38. Ever been on a train?
  • --yeah when I was young we took a train from Connecticut to New York city
  • 39. Ever been in love?
  • --I think so.
  • 40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
  • --hahaha yes
  • 41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
  • --I can't really think of someone else I could imagine being.
  • 42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it?
  • --No.
  • 43. Whom do you admire and why?
  • --My cousin because she's strong and beautiful and I have looked up to her since I was a baby. My History teacher from last year because she's hilarious and knows how to deal with annoying kids
  • 44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
  • --Probably Arthurs halloween book. yeah I was into scary shit even back then.
  • 45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
  • --I'd feel obligated to go. Like being a lifeguard you don't really pass that shit up.
  • 46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
  • --no way in hell would i do that
  • 47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • --I'm not sure. There are many nights that have just been...good.
  • 48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • --New Years eve 2011. or was it 2010? Man.
  • 50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
  • --Depends. If no one was around and there was no identification, probably.
  • 51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
  • --yes.
  • 52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
  • --no. I don't like the idea of shooting myself in the head.
  • 53. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
  • --
  • 54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
  • --Ghosts, yes. Werewolves, no. Vampires, possibly.
  • 55. If you could live forever, would you want to?
  • --no. However long I have on this earth is long enough.
  • 56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
  • --I really have no idea. I'm too neurotic to be anyone cool.
  • 57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
  • --I would go back so thatI was a teenager in the 70s, and so I could go to Woodstock
  • 58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
  • --They HAVE televised live executions. and i've seen on, it was Sadam Heuissein and I was too young to really understand it, but my dad was watching it on TV and suddenly he was hanging there. I don't want to watch another.
  • 59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
  • --NOPE
  • 60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?
  • --never
  • 61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?
  • --Live longer

Taking the ACT today


My family watching the news

  • Mom: Belinda's wearing an awfully tight scarf while being the weather lady.
  • Me: She's probz covering up a hickey
  • Mom: Probably
  • Me: What a whore.
  • Mom: Belinda the weather whore
  • Dad: HEY! I think she's pretty!
  • Me: Whore.

Guys, school isn’t starting. It’s still june!! right? RIGHT?!

Tagging game :)

Rule 1 - Post the rules.

Rule 2 - Answer the questions the tagger sent you in their post and make 11 new ones.

  1. Rule 3 - Tag 11 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4 - Let them know you’ve tagged them. I’ve been tagged by: fakestginger

::My Answers::

1. Do you have lucky underwear?

No, but i have cute underwear and underwear i wear when i don’t care.

2. What is your favorite TV show?

thats a toughie. i love doctor who, but i’ll always have a place in my heart for Lost.

3. Are you a recreational reader or do you only read things you have to?

recreational!! I’m reading fight club right now, oh my god i’m obsessed!

4. Have your life dreams and goals changed as you grew up?

Well I used to want to be just like my parents, and that’s definitely changed as i’ve grown up and formed my own opinions on things. mostly I just want to be happy when I grow up.

5.How do you identify religiously?

i’m not sure. I’m very spiritual you could say.

6. Do you bite your nails?

yes and i get in trouble for it all zeh time.

7. Do you work? If so, where?

i applied to be a lifeguard and swim instructor at the y, so hopefully that works out!

8. Any medical conditions that you are okay with sharing?

uh well i have anxiety and my doctor has recommended me to therapists but currently i’m not going to any or doing anything to help it.

9. How do you identify sexually?

That’s a great question, honestly.

10. When is your birthday?

cinco de drinko

11. What is your secret to getting over a boy or girl?

realize what is so much better in your life without them, and remember life goes on.

My questions for those I’ve sent this to:

1. what do you like to do when you’re sad?

2. What is something you have made that you are most proud of?

3. Who are the three most important people in your life?

4. what are you going to do this summer?

5. favorite food?

6. what do you want to be when you grow up?

7. how many kids do you want, if any?

8. who’s one person you know who has greatly affected who you are today?

9. who is one person you don’t know who has greatly affected who you are today?

10. one person dead or alive who you want to meet?

11. explain the best day of your life